
For those of you who know my life story will probably be going, "Oh! New entry! What has he got to tell for his next chapter now?"! Well, this part of my life story just has to be told the way it is. It may sound as though told 'African style' but stay with me. I pray it will bless you as you read it...
After months of waiting on what God would have me do after my 5 years of youth ministry at Godmanchester Baptist Church, I decided to visit my family back in Africa last summer. Part of my purpose was to get away from the distractions of the West and spend time listening to God concerning what He would have me do next! I sensed in my spirit that God would speak to me. One of the words I was given at GBC when I was leaving was Isaiah 30:21, “Your own ears will hear Him. Right behind you a voice will say, ‘This is the way you should go,’ whether you turn to the right or left.” Three days before I left for 'home', I got an email from a Zambian pastor friend with this sentence in it: "Thanks for the update. We wish you a lovely and productive 3 months as you visit Zambia. I trust the Lord will clarify your future options and direction during this visit." So I went expectant!
Well, for the whole time I was ‘home’ the Lord seemed silent! Anyone know that feeling you get when you desperately need to hear from God and He seems silent? Then suddenly, a week before I was due to return to the UK the Lord put these words in my heart, “My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts...and my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine. For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so My ways are higher than your ways and My thoughts higher than your thoughts” (Isaiah 55:8-9 NLT).
That night my heart’s prayer was as King David had prayed, “Show me the right path, point out the road for me to follow” (Psalm 25:4). The following morning I had this gentle whisper as I was having my quiet time, “Maybe you could give up 2 years of your time and come back home and serve with Mission Direct."! We all like to hear God speak with lightning and thunder don’t we? So doubts began to flood in: ‘Was that really God speaking to me or it’s just me?’ I picked up my devotional book, and the reading for that day was spot on:
Start Where You Are!
'...The Child grew and became strong...' Luke 2:40
When do we get our first clue that Jesus knows He is the Son of God? In the temple when He was 12 years old. His parents are three days into the return trip to Nazareth before they notice he's missing. The temple is the last place they search, but it's the first place Jesus goes. By the time Joseph and Mary locate their son, He has confounded the most learned scholars in the temple. As a boy, Jesus already senses the call of God. But what does He do next? Recruit disciples and preach sermons? No, He goes back home and learns the family business. That's what you should do! Before you attempt to do great things for God, go home, love your family and take care of business. 'But I'm called to be a missionary,' you say. Good, because your first mission field is where you live! What makes you think you'll be believed by those who barely know you, if you're not credible to those who know you best? Charity begins at home! The Psalmist says, '...I will lead a life of integrity in my own home' (Psalm 101:2 NLT). For His first 30 years, Jesus' neighbours remembered Him as a worker. '...He's just a carpenter...' (Mark 6:3 TM). Jesus spent years developing a work ethic, sharpening His vocational skills and supporting His family. '...He had to enter into every detail of human life...' (Hebrews 2:17 TM). Why did Jesus do it that way? So He would know how we feel, and so we'd be confident in going to Him with our needs, knowing He's qualified and able to meet them. So, start where you are! (UCB Word for Today, 25 Aug 2010).
A day before I flew back to England I went to say goodbye to a friend who works at an orphanage in the outskates of Ndola on the Copperbelt province of Zambia. As I drove down the road I was talking to God asking Him to confirm if all this was of Him. After a nice visit and just before I drove off, my friends boss runs to my car and says to me, “You know just when I met you I felt the Lord lay this on my heart for you. I don’t know you, I have never met you before and I don’t know where you are at in life but if the Lord is speaking to you about coming back you need to obey...”! WOW! He couldn’t be more accurate in His confirmation could He?!
My specific role will be being part of the overseas staff team, hosting volunteer teams from the UK. I will be responsible for their pastoral and spiritual support, in-country orientation, pre trip set up for projects, work with local partners establishing the needs of the projects and what Mission Direct can do, work with local pastors about Mission Direct’s involvement in the churches.



